Hey I AM BACK

Its been way too long since I have blog. Before today I haven't came back to my blog since my last entry, wow how neglectful it was. Even tho its mostly for my own pleasure and that I am the only one who read it i was not inspired to write lately. But here I am now. What's been happening in my life lately there is a lot of things too many to write in one row... i guess i will go step by step. One of my daughter (foster) have move to Halifax, like 7 months ago, she met a friend over there and fall in love, so up, up she went to move in with her. We were really close, she lived with us for about 9 years before going in her first apt and not too long after that she move far from home. It was a shock and I didn't want her to moved over there, but hey! what can I do she was 22 and old enough to make her own decision, but still it was and still really hard not worrying about her. I just want her to be happy and safe. 7 months later it is harder than I tought even tho she is not my own blood, I raise her like she was part of me, I miss her so much... I have to keep myself distracted so I don't cry all the time. In less than three weeks she will come and visit us for 6 days I am sooo happy but at the same time I think its unfair that I've wait so long to see her only for 6 days, I really don't know how i will be able to send her back where she came from. But I want to enjoyed her the most that I can. Today I was sad to hear that she had a tooth problem and couldn't take care of it since she had no money for that right now, there was no question on my mind I had to pay for it, so she can feel better soon. While she was on the dentist chair in Halifax she text me to know if I could hold her hand, becaused like a lot of us, she don't like dentist to much... it really touch my heart that she asked me that.