looking in the right direction without looking back too often

During the past year I had learn a lot of things about myself. My husband and I had the great opportunity to meet really nice people that were also having the same passion as us meaning our love for God at the very beggining tho I was having big issues in my life and my relation with God was not so good. But at first we start going to a house group where we met other nice people. That was a lot different for me becaused I always stand in the shadow where no one could reach me, I have been hurt in the past and didn't want to get hurt again. Being raise that I was not allowed to speak while visitors was at home or visiting others I learn that what I will say its not important to others and did not deserve to be listen to. But with all these new people that came into my life in that short period of time I have learn that hey what I say mean a lot to them they are listening and give feed back and I trully enjoyed that time, i had cherish it. It help me to be more confident and to stand up for myself. Unfortunatly those house group doesn't exist anymore and that sadden me tremendously. I wish we could find a new house group where we meet people and share our toughts and feeling and worship the one true GOD. My husband had develop nice friendship with those he met there he even start to play music in 2 bands, for myself I got to meet 2 really cool friends both knew each other from their childhood and they are best friend forever. I wish I can related to that being able to say that I have a best friend since so long but becaused of my background i had a hard time to give myself to others. But I am now more than willing to be there for my friends that are there at this time, but I sincerely need GOD help with that since I dont want to intrude or invade them also.

That was a first and a good way to learn

For our first time yesterday we did a reptile show some member of the familly approach us if we could do that since they were having a fall festival in their church. Soo Stephane gladly accepted it. He well prepare himself with tones of information. We bring all the animal we have including the furrets and Max the chihuahua. We had over 11 type of reptiles/amphibients all together. We could say that there was at least 50-60 kids mostly between the age of 2-13 plus all the parents. Kids were curious to see them but parents was curious to have information, the even went well. That was a demonstration of about an hours, there was a bit of hands on. They seems to really enjoyed it and it was mutual. From a first experience we alway learn new things, how to proceed, what to do or not, where to implify and how to present it to other. We were happy that the weather permit us to move or reptiles/amphibients. It was a nice experience and will surrely do it again if we get approach to do it.

Oups, out of a sudden it reappear

Not so long ago I mentionned that one of my credit card was missing from my purse, and the last day I work this week I finish work to find that same card in my purse again, there it is!! I told myself. But I did learn quite a few things from that person and really thinks that God have open a door for me to listen and react. What I've learn from her is that she is a strong gambler, she gamble all the times, via internet and via poker with friend. She is way over debt. I didn't even know that you could gamble over internet and you will actually received actual money from it. She even go on the site where she gamble and show me her account at that time she was pleased to show me that she had win and waiting for a check $3000, ah yes there is only one problem did I mention her account well it was her husband account since it is, she have to tell him that she haven't stop playing since her own account was suspended per her husband request she start going on her husband account and can't cash the check becaused he have to claim it. All that to say that it make me sad to see that people this is what make them happy instead of pleasure of life, running to cheat your way to have money instead of relaying on GOD love. There is always a easy way out but its not always the good one. I am really planning to show her the way to GOD love.