what a year

when my kids were growing up i was always telling myself that i couldn`t wait for them to be older, but hey what was i thinking. Getting older for them is way more of what i was expecting. The first time my daugther arrive home and tell me she wanted to wear make up now, WHOA i tought that, that was a challenge, was i kidding myself. After the make-up came, the clothing and then going out at the mall by themselves, no more 1 piece swimming suit (bikini all the way) and lets not forget the first time they wanted to hang out with a boy. I was really not ready for that my mind was racing like there was no tomorrow. When i agree to let her go after i had asked like a thousand of questions and seeing a picture of the actual person, i say ok but my head was not ok. Thousand of tought came to my mind and they were no good one just scary one. I couldn`t sleep at night, couldn`t think about anything else. The way i delt with it, isthat i invited him over so i could see how he his and his habits, how he eat, how he walk well let me tell you at the moment i`d look like a freak. Am i better now with the idea of my girl going out with a guy NO but ''C'est la vie''. They only thing want for them is to be happy and be fufill and that they can be treat like princesses. I love them with all my heart and wish them the best in life.